Feb. 2nd 2023
Feeling: Exhausted
Today is February 2nd, 2023 (Tuesday). I’ve decided to start writing this blog during my HR lecture to be able to complete it today. I had an exam this morning and wasn’t able to write it before then and I work in 2 hours so it’s a bit of a squeeze; I will probably get home around 11:45 pm tonight, assuming I go to the gym, which wouldn't provide enough time.
So yesterday soon after my blog, I got to work and posted my first Youtube Short. I didn’t at all expect it to do as well as it did! Currently, it has 506 views and 17 likes which I am ecstatic about. I shortly made a second one after I saw the rapid growth of the first and it got 10 views in 24 hours which wasn’t great at all. I just recently deleted it and reposted it and it now has 112 views and it was posted 3 hours ago. I think Youtube has some spam resistance built into the algorithm and it benefits you to upload, max, once a day.
Honestly kind of excited about work today, though. The boys at work are planning on coming in with mustaches and it is honestly the simple things in life that make it worth living. I suppose that’s a bit dark but working 24/7 is no way to live. I suppose I’m working in my 20’s so I can relax and enjoy life in my 30’s. While my life right now isn’t very exciting, I’m thrilled about the future. I can’t wait to see my success even a year from now! But for now, all I can do is fight tooth and nail to build my portfolio and save as much money as possible by creating as much value as possible.
The job fair for my college is coming up and I’m honestly nervous about it. I feel like it would be an awesome opportunity to learn new skills through an internship but at the same time, I don’t know any internships paying more than what I make now. Reasonably speaking, and as stupid as it is, I will not keep my current title if I leave for the summer and come back as many others have. Additionally, my current position is leadership, and looks good on my resume. But I also suppose an internship is worth more than a leadership job title that I’ve had for 3 years already. Maybe it’s worth biting the bullet for. I want to make as much money as possible to be able to manage as much money as possible. I find manipulating money to grow fascinating and I’d be good at it. For now, I can only save $200 a month, which is trash and dream about the future.
This is all I have time for today, I’ll write more for tomorrow but I thought it was important to quickly write some things that have been on my mind recently. As always, socials are below!
